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Update...

Okay so things are going good. Last night I had braxton hicks contractions that woke me up from my Ambien induced comma, they lasted all night long. As soon as I woke up they went away. The doctor said it is really normal to have them and to track.

I love all my friends and family for coming up and visiting me. You guys are my life savers. I do have to say though my favorite visitor is a beautiful little girl, she is the love of my life. You guessed....its London!!! When I know she is coming up I cant stop looking at the clock. Mom called yesterday as the left and said they were on their way and it felt like hours before she got here, even though I am sure it was only 20 mins or so.

I am going to post a bunch of pictures as soon as I can. I have to rely on my amazing family to get a lot of things done for me and getting pics on a disc is one the list of things to do.

Handicap chances

When the doctor came in this morning he said that when I was admitted to the hospital at 24 weeks the chances of my baby being handicapped was 80%. Once I reach 28 weeks the chance goes down to 5%. If I make it to 32 weeks they consider that full term as far as chances of handicap (which is basically 0%). So keep me and the baby in your prayers that we will make it to 28 weeks at least. Right now I am 26 weeks and 3 days.

Just another day....

Today is another day in the hospital. The baby is doing good; super active. He hates to be monitored. Whenever they put the monitor on he kicks them and moves all over the place. I have to hold the paddle and push it on my belly to keep his heart beat on the monitor. He is already stubborn. Him and London take after their mother :) He is still really, really low and will be for the rest of the pregnancy. I am 26 weeks and 2 days today. I need to get to at least 28 weeks because that is when the critical stage for his development is over. At 28 weeks his brain is all developed. London is doing good with Grandma and Grandpa, getting spoiled rotten :) London loves her grandparents. I love my mom and dad for taking care of London and bringing her up here to see me. I love seeing the smile on her face when she walks in the door. It is amazing how much love I have for my babies. I feel that they are a piece of my heart living outside of my body. It is such an amazing feeling.

This is a quote that a lady in the hospital research sent me:
"I know that God will not give me anything that I cant handle. I just wish he did not trust me so much."
I really like this because it puts my head in the right spot. I know that Heavenly Father is by my side through this entire process and that I am able to handle it otherwise he would not let me go through this. I just hae to keep thinking that the blessings that i am going to receive from these trials are going to be amazing. I know that my sweet baby is being taken care of in Heaven by my grandma and grandpa Sampson. They are taking care of him until he is ready to come to earth and live with me and London. I am so thankful that heavenly father trusts me with my little angels. I am so happy to be a mother.

Thanks again to all my friends and family who are there to support me on a daily basis. Thanks for getting me through the hard times and of course for being there for me through the good.

Fun Fun Fun

So much fun

YEAH

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I'm Back!!

Sorry it has been so long since I posted anything. Work has been super crazy and then when I get home from work all I want to do is be with London. She is growing up so fast. She is hopefully going to crawl soon. She tries but cant quite get the hang of it yet. Me and the baby are doing good. We are in the hospital on bed rest until he is born because my cervix is super short again even with the cerclage so they are watching me really close. I am so thankful for all my family and friends and the support you have given me and my little family through everything. I also dont know what I would do if I did not have the church in my life. Knowing that me and my babies are being blessed and watched over every second of every day by the lord is so comforting to me. I have received so many blessings through my trials. I know that that heavenly father will not give me any trials that I cannot handle. I know that me and my babies will receive 10 times the blessings for every trial we go through. I should be able to update this more now that I have the extra time :)

4 wheeling in Salina for the 4th

We went 4 wheeling in Salina. I rode in the ranger with Scott and Pam. After a few hours and the fact that we kept getting stuck in between trees and whipped with brush we realized that only small 4 wheelers were supposed to be on the trail. OOPS!! It was a lot of fun though.

WOW

Sorry it has been forever since i have posted anything. It is hard to keep up with the blog being a single mommy. All my free time is spent with London. I will try my best to get some pics on here this weekend. Hope everyone is doing well.

Vote for London!!!

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Pregnancy is officially here.....

12 weeks...













11 weeks...












10 weeks....

Londons new best friends....

London and Grandpa are best buds. He loves to pick her up from her crib if she is crying. London even spit up on him a few times and grandpa didnt even get sick that proves that he loves her!









London and Jayden love to hold hands and stare at each other. When they are older they are going to be inseparable.









London loves her grandma. Grandma has been a huge help with me and London. If it wasnt for grandma I don't know where I would be. We love you!

Surgery Day

London was the only thing that got me through the day of my surgery. I was in a lot of pain but after the surgery but all I wanted was to get home and see London. She laid on the couch and made me smile the pain away. She is the perfect medicine ever.

Vietnam Veterans Memorial Wall

On Memorial Day me, London, Grandma, Heather and Jayden went to see the Vietnam Veterans Memorial Wall. It was sad to see all the people that gave their lives for us in battle. I am so thankful for my freedom. Thanks to all of those who fight for our freedom.

Mommy and London

The two funnest girls in the world!!

Londons first food experience....

This was London's first experience with food. She was not sure what to think about it. It took her a few days to get the eating down. She wanted to suck the food like it was a bottle. She loves to eat her food now. She always talks and makes noises when she gets a bite of food.

My First Mothers Day

This year was my first Mothers Day. I never knew how amazing it would feel to be a mother. I am so blessed to have London in my life. She keeps me going every day. She is my angel from heaven. It is exciting to be pregnant again with another angel to bless my life even more. I love being a mother and cant wait to share every minute with my precious babies.

My precious London....

Ready for church!!













Sitting in her Bumbo seat.










Playing on her mat eating all of her toys.










Mothers Day Sunday!










Bath time!!!













Posing! She is going to be like her mommy....very photogenic.










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