Handicap chances

When the doctor came in this morning he said that when I was admitted to the hospital at 24 weeks the chances of my baby being handicapped was 80%. Once I reach 28 weeks the chance goes down to 5%. If I make it to 32 weeks they consider that full term as far as chances of handicap (which is basically 0%). So keep me and the baby in your prayers that we will make it to 28 weeks at least. Right now I am 26 weeks and 3 days.

Just another day....

Today is another day in the hospital. The baby is doing good; super active. He hates to be monitored. Whenever they put the monitor on he kicks them and moves all over the place. I have to hold the paddle and push it on my belly to keep his heart beat on the monitor. He is already stubborn. Him and London take after their mother :) He is still really, really low and will be for the rest of the pregnancy. I am 26 weeks and 2 days today. I need to get to at least 28 weeks because that is when the critical stage for his development is over. At 28 weeks his brain is all developed. London is doing good with Grandma and Grandpa, getting spoiled rotten :) London loves her grandparents. I love my mom and dad for taking care of London and bringing her up here to see me. I love seeing the smile on her face when she walks in the door. It is amazing how much love I have for my babies. I feel that they are a piece of my heart living outside of my body. It is such an amazing feeling.

This is a quote that a lady in the hospital research sent me:
"I know that God will not give me anything that I cant handle. I just wish he did not trust me so much."
I really like this because it puts my head in the right spot. I know that Heavenly Father is by my side through this entire process and that I am able to handle it otherwise he would not let me go through this. I just hae to keep thinking that the blessings that i am going to receive from these trials are going to be amazing. I know that my sweet baby is being taken care of in Heaven by my grandma and grandpa Sampson. They are taking care of him until he is ready to come to earth and live with me and London. I am so thankful that heavenly father trusts me with my little angels. I am so happy to be a mother.

Thanks again to all my friends and family who are there to support me on a daily basis. Thanks for getting me through the hard times and of course for being there for me through the good.

Fun Fun Fun

So much fun

YEAH

Pictures

Fun Pictures!

I'm Back!!

Sorry it has been so long since I posted anything. Work has been super crazy and then when I get home from work all I want to do is be with London. She is growing up so fast. She is hopefully going to crawl soon. She tries but cant quite get the hang of it yet. Me and the baby are doing good. We are in the hospital on bed rest until he is born because my cervix is super short again even with the cerclage so they are watching me really close. I am so thankful for all my family and friends and the support you have given me and my little family through everything. I also dont know what I would do if I did not have the church in my life. Knowing that me and my babies are being blessed and watched over every second of every day by the lord is so comforting to me. I have received so many blessings through my trials. I know that that heavenly father will not give me any trials that I cannot handle. I know that me and my babies will receive 10 times the blessings for every trial we go through. I should be able to update this more now that I have the extra time :)